Cosplay

i want to cosplay. really soon. i think over christmas break, im going to get some of my friends and go into the city dressed up as Hetalia characters. but idk, its just a thought. also, i thought i had I-Con all planed out...but now i dont know. Nevik wants to do Allen and Road with me, we are no longer going to do the Shy Guy dance group, and i thought it would be AWESOME if Nevik and i did San and Ashitaka from Princess Mononoke. but we will have to see. i know friday i am going to a Hetalia character, but i dont know if im going to be America or Canada. i think im going to do America because the wig fits better. but i love Canada, he is my favorite, and i might do him instead. but we shall see. cause America would go better with the group i am going to be with. oh well i shall figure it out. but i dont want to wait till march for an anime convention. i mean, i know i should be saving my money [if i can ever get a job to acquire some] for the summer for japan, buuuut i want to go to one. i miss it.
this is from last I-Con [which unfortunatly was at suffolk] me and julie all dressed up and fighting. haha. we are an old married couple. :)

self portaits with words

i didnt really like this 'self portraits with words' project. i love doing self portraits but i dont really like having to incorporate words into them. >.> ehh what are you gonna do. these are the ones i have edited without photoshop. :P

work

its so hard to find a job. D: i cant seem to find one no matter where i apply. it sucks and i wish i could find one. i really need money and i hate having nothing to do. i mean im sure on once i find one im going to hate it and want my free time back but, at least i will be working and making money. i need money. i need it if i want to go to japan this summer. my friend Nevik and i have a plan to go and stay in Tokyo. but it will only work if i can get money. im hoping that the guys at dollar tree call me back and need a night time person on the register. i would HATE to have to work 6pm-11pm. cause then i wont get to see my boyfriend [he is awake at that time and works 11pm-730am.] but i will take what i can and hopefully save up enough to be able to go through with our sumemr plans [which we have been planning for years. lol]

FAIL

well. i completely forgot about this. oy vey...remember when i said im terrible with blogs? yea, well i am.

a change

im thinking of changing my major. not because i dont like photography, but because i dont think i can make a living off photography. i dont think i could start my own business and im not too sure i want to be a lacky of a big company or a successful person who started a company on their own. plus its really expensive. im not sure. i think i will keep it as a hobby and i still maybe want to minor in it. but i've been thinking art therapy, art education or graphic design.

but those are just some thoughts ive been having now...i dont know who to go to about changing majors and i dont know who to go to about transferring schools. cause im sick of suffolk. im sick of all the immature people that seem to find me everywhere, im sick of being so close to home, and living at home. i want to get out and try to be independent...but of course i need to find a job first. i have to stop being lazy, and get on that. and i have to figure out what school i would want to transfer to, and if its better to just tell people at suffolk 'i dont know what im majoring in anymore, just let me take the basic classes' and stay until i have those classes out of the way. we shall see. but right now im a bit confused and dont know what to do or who i can talk to about this.

fml?

lol. so i couldnt take my road test cause the car i took didnt have its updated insurance card in it. joyful. so now i have to wait till mid november...i guess that gives me more time to practice but still.

hm. i keep forgetting about this blog thing. bleh.

is it weird that i dont like horror/zombie movies but i like the concept of horror/zombies? i mean, my nick name is zombi. i love to dress up like a zombie. its fun. i just dont like movies of them. i guess its just cause theres a really gross visual. cause i will read zombie books. but i dont like horror. i dont like to get scared unless im going into a haunted house [which isnt scary anyway]. i think theres a big difference between the 'horror' stuff that i like and the 'horror' stuff in the media. i mean, i like mythology and werewolves, vampires [NOT TWILIGHT FUCKING SHIT CRAP], mermaids, goblins, monsters, orcs, ect ect. i dont like horror slasher films that keep you in suspence. or horror movies that things just pop out at you at random and weird creeping happenings. i dont liiiikkkke it. and everyone thinks im weird. whateverrr...

idk. im not really feeling life. im feeling hanging out with my friends, spending time with my boyfriend, playing pokemon, hanging out, and idk. im not feeling this whole school finding a job making a living type of thing......i hate growing up.

Modeling

Photo Seminar today told me that being a photographers gonna be hard work. haha. i mean i knew that it just kinda shoved it in my face. i really want to see if i can get an internship somewhere...that would be uber helpful [and a paying one would be AWESOME]

ANYWAY! my friend Kristen Waslufsky is also into photography. she has a company already that kinda started out of her basement.
http://www.echorukia.com/index2.php#/home/
thats her website. she does band photos, animal portraits, people portraits. shes doing a bit of everything. which is what they were saying in class today. anyway. im going to model for her this weekend in an artsy/creative shoot. the first one shes doing so im excited. and im going to buy a wide angel lens from her [hopefully it fits my camera!] this weekend is gonna be fun ;)

check out kristens stuff! its really good and im jealous. haha. and wednesday i take my road test and celebrate my 3year with the Goose [we figured out its our 3rd anniversary...and it is going on our 4th year. ...whatever. <3]

oops

i hate blogging! cause i never remember to do it >.<>.<

looots of unwanted drama has been going on lately with a bunch of my friends. i really want to kick some ass, but at the same time i dont care. siigh. drama of my own is pretty much just i bought a Jack Skellington figure online and when i got it it was broken. im having no luck with any of my NBC stuff. makes me uber sad.

my friend julie helped me out with a photo project yesterday...but those photos arent edited at all so ill post some from our mac photobooth adventure!































annd i'll see if i can post a sort of stop animation of my friend and sister eating

Pumpkins!

yesterday i went pumpkin picking with some friends from high school! it was great! i havent seen some of them since school ended and one of my friends whos still in high school is moving at the end of the week to south carolina. which sucks! but we all went pumpkin picking and it was fun, we went back to my friend cassandras house, carved the pumpkins, burnt burgers, danced, and had a totally awesome night. then kevin and i went back to my house...we tried to de-scratch my Nightmare Before Christmas DVD with this stuff i got from B&N. it kinda worked...but i think the disk is beyond saving. *cries in a corner* i really hate DVDs. they dont last as long as VHS. whenever i get my own house, i have to make sure i have a TV with a VHS player...there is no way in hell im going to re-buy all my movies on DVD. i dont have that kind of money. but it looks like im going to have to buy a new NBC. aurg. whatever....picture time!

Suprise?!

we had a surprise birthday party for my mom yesterday. few things you must be aware of, 1. her birthday is in december. 2. her anniversary was the first of the month. 3. my mom is very silly. so we all set up and im waiting for 3 hours by myself cause my dad left me at the beach to set up and guard our spot. then everyone comes, we finish setting up, and we are waiting for my parents to come. they get there, they come into the picnic area we all yell surprise, my mom realizes its for her, she yells at my dad and walks away. xD she came back eventually. and we had a lot of fun. but it was funny. she kept yelling 'its not my birthday!' 'im not 50!' 'somebody get me something to drink!' crazy lady...she had fun. i didnt get pictures of my mom walking in, but i got some fun pictures of my uncle and cousins and my aunts. none of these got to be edited because i lack photoshop. *sad*

NYAF!

ah! awesome, epic weekend! my friend julie and i went to NYAF together saturday. i was cosplaying as Konata from Lucky Star and she was Akira from Lucky Star. my wig was so obnoxious. its so long!!! ha ha, anyway. we got to the con, and found our friend christina who was working the SVA booth, cause she goes there. lucky. she was dressed up as Riku from Kingdom Hearts. i bought so much crap. i love it! i bought a corset, which i wore sunday when i cosplayed Steam Punk. sunday my best friend Kevin [we will call him Nevik.] came along with us as Kaname from Vampire Knight. hes so cute x3 i bought a lot more junk that i absolutely love. i wish i could better describe it...but its hard...so much happend that not most people would understand haha. after the con tho, Nevik, Julie and i went out with Kevin, his friends Raina, Jo-Jo, Brittany [and her friends Sam and Mitch] to applebees. we are a disturbance to society. our waitress, i thought, was gonna die laughing. we left Apple-Bees and danced around in the parking lot. :) anyway! pictures!

blehh

ug. I've been feeling weird again lately. I hate feeling this way....I need to lose weight. Its bothering me too much. gr! T^T and I've a real slacker lately. that's got to stop too...:sigh: I bought a pair of mini black lights the other day. I think i can do some funky things with that. :) Kevin's feeling better!!! yay! we moved furniture for his moms friend the other day. it was a lot of fun, but now my back hurts. oh well. what are you gonna do? we've been hanging out a lot since he got better. I like that, I've missed him. but! we went to see 9 the other day and there was a photo-booth in the lobby. we used it for some really fun pictures that I'll post in a second. but I am glad to have him back.

this coming weekend i am going to an anime convention with a group of my friends. I'm so excited!!! I haven't been to a convention since I-Con. so this weekend I will be at New York Anime Fest. I am so glad there is no school monday. I would be exhausted. ha ha. I will be cosplaying as Konata from Lucky Star [for any anime savvy people...] so this should be a really fun weekend, spent with my girlies, my best friend, and some people i haven't seen in ages!!!

aurg, small file!!! eh whatever, its cause it was scanned. ANYWAY! that's Kevin. my silly silly goose. i love him to bits a pieces. x) <3333

o_____O

having photoshoots make me very happy. i've been feeling kinda lonely and depressed lately. but this shoot really cheered me up :) i really need to get photoshop > 3<* but i like how they came out

Nikon D40

I finally bought myself a better camera! woo hoo! I have bought myself a Nikon D40. :) I'm still figuring out how it works, but I'm sure I will get the hang of it. ;)


on another, more personal note, Kevin's sick. :( he's been sick since Tuesday and I am worried about him. he went to the doctors today and they said its either a virus or lime disease. o___o; gah. I just want him to get better soon. :P


no pictures today cause I have nothing exciting or new. :fail:

Oy Vey.

ahhh. I'm just posting for the sake of posting. but! last night, went to see fireworks! first time I've got to see fireworks in a while. so when i get those pictures off my camera I shall post them. so that was fun. Kevin and I got back to my house first and fell asleep on the couch. that was nice. :) here's just a few shots of a shoot I had with myself when I was bored. :P

please note, i do not smoke. at all ever. and i don't plan to. cigarette in this shot is a prop from drama club.

hey there

Well hello. truth be told i suck at blogging. but! for the sake of school i must. *bleeeh*

ANYWAY! recently, my friends and i did a 'Fight Club' photo shoot. so i'll post some of my favorite shots. they are mostly of my friend Justin. cause he is surprisingly good at modeling, ha ha. so here we go!:
*models: Julie Rovelo, Justin Royer, and Kevin LaRose.
*Fake cigarettes were used in this shoot...well...Julies is fake xD
*I DONT KNOW HOW THE HELL THIS WORKS *sad face* so the pictures are all out of order and jumbled up