Cosplay

i want to cosplay. really soon. i think over christmas break, im going to get some of my friends and go into the city dressed up as Hetalia characters. but idk, its just a thought. also, i thought i had I-Con all planed out...but now i dont know. Nevik wants to do Allen and Road with me, we are no longer going to do the Shy Guy dance group, and i thought it would be AWESOME if Nevik and i did San and Ashitaka from Princess Mononoke. but we will have to see. i know friday i am going to a Hetalia character, but i dont know if im going to be America or Canada. i think im going to do America because the wig fits better. but i love Canada, he is my favorite, and i might do him instead. but we shall see. cause America would go better with the group i am going to be with. oh well i shall figure it out. but i dont want to wait till march for an anime convention. i mean, i know i should be saving my money [if i can ever get a job to acquire some] for the summer for japan, buuuut i want to go to one. i miss it.
this is from last I-Con [which unfortunatly was at suffolk] me and julie all dressed up and fighting. haha. we are an old married couple. :)

self portaits with words

i didnt really like this 'self portraits with words' project. i love doing self portraits but i dont really like having to incorporate words into them. >.> ehh what are you gonna do. these are the ones i have edited without photoshop. :P

work

its so hard to find a job. D: i cant seem to find one no matter where i apply. it sucks and i wish i could find one. i really need money and i hate having nothing to do. i mean im sure on once i find one im going to hate it and want my free time back but, at least i will be working and making money. i need money. i need it if i want to go to japan this summer. my friend Nevik and i have a plan to go and stay in Tokyo. but it will only work if i can get money. im hoping that the guys at dollar tree call me back and need a night time person on the register. i would HATE to have to work 6pm-11pm. cause then i wont get to see my boyfriend [he is awake at that time and works 11pm-730am.] but i will take what i can and hopefully save up enough to be able to go through with our sumemr plans [which we have been planning for years. lol]

FAIL

well. i completely forgot about this. oy vey...remember when i said im terrible with blogs? yea, well i am.